ahaha sekarang macam rasa diri nih dah dewasa betul . eh asal ayat aku mcm pelik ? ahahha well biasa lh da habis scola nk tulis ayat pun macam dah tk betul ahahah okay again pelik lg. ahaha tau tk kenapa ? cz just now aku baca blog kawan aku nama dia aishah well she used to be my bff eh wait, my god she still mine lah. haih lampi betul kau nih el. ahhaha okay enough . aku baca blog dia, well i lorve to read wht she wrote likes ever. ahhaaha but sinced im now had a very limited time to reading othrs blog so i only read her sometimes in a while. eh aku da lupa nk ckp psl apa. okay da igt blk. hmm abt why aku rasa mcm da besar or dewasa or anythng u name it. aku da tk macam budak kecik lg. yg suka tukar2 bf. yg rasa mcm nk mati or already buried cz single . yg menangis semahu-mahunya bila sedih. yg bole turun 5 kg dlm seminggu cz sedih sgt . yg pura2 happy dpn dormmate padahal dlm hati tuhan jea yg tahu. yg berlagak sombong dpn lelaki dkt scola cz tanak dilabel sebagai 'easy'. yg sentiasa tunjuk muka relax dpn junior and even bg nasihat pasal relationship padahal kau sendiri pun failed .yg tipu kwn scola bila dorg tanya mcmana kau kurus, kau ckp kau byk bersenam but sbnrnya kau muntahkn semua mknn kau dats y bila blk scola kau cepat2 nk mandi cz nk muntah blk semua makanan kau . yg cuma bercakap dgn kawan dormate jea cz rasa bdk pmpn kt sekolah tuh suma so-not-cool ppl. yg digelar twitter-bergerak cz sentiasa dpt gossip plg latest kt scola(well this one aku mmg impress wth myself eheehe). eh seriously itu suma da tada dlm diri aku. fuck asal ayt aku pelik sgt harinih. aku da mula adakan relationship dgn someone yg matang and we took our relationship very matured and professional. aku da tk kisah sgt psl berat bdn aku yg semakin membesar nih. aku da tk bergossip psl org. ahahah hows good its dat? okay foine mybe fr some of u its nothing but fr me, its a big thng fr me. finally i can wake up noon and look at the mirror telling myself dat im no longer pathetic elle :)